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every single moment that goes by feels like another moment i wish i could have talked to Susan. i want her to know how much my heart is bursting right now. i want her to know how much i love her. i want her to see what i look like when i have been crying for two hours. i just want to tell her everything i am feeling on this day. yesterday i was in such a hazy state of shock... today i just want to cry with her. Susan, if you ever read this blog.... know that on this day, all of the emotion that has ever been attached to the idea of you is pouring out of me and i want to see you. soon. soon and very soon.